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What We​’​re Thinking

by A Faint Remembrance

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1.
We Say “the walls are broken” and I’m not fixing. Wasted on a lost foundation. I expect the patient ones to wait another day. Raise your only scaffold. My guess is everything will fall itself in place. Till it fucking breaks down. I faced you with a lack of proof. Words go unnoticed. I’ve never noticed too much was wrong. What is it to be? Known it all along. Words describe the same old songs q. We say “our problems resolved are not the same.” I showed you weakness when you showed this and I can’t resolve that. Take my hand. I don’t suspect anything anymore. So unnoticed. So unnoticeable. When I say I don’t want to waste all my time in this sea of red. Built-in fluorescents.
2.
Wasted. I’m alone again. The start of something done before. Sadist. I’ve become so cold. Impressions felt a little dull. I’ll burn my psyche through your skull. Why can’t we make up? Wasting all my time is unimpressive. I am god. Disregard the messages I pressed into you. We are off. (This is odd) I know that it felt just like a dream, like last time, so it’s got me wondering what happened. Could we save any bit of this? Take action. Question time. Questions write answers on the window. All our lives are gone. Open sickness. Feed our fixes. Did I stop believing again? Hated everything you said but somehow you’re still in my head. Waited years to let you in but I’m the one who’s fixated on his life to have a meaning that was different from the rest. I could’ve ended. Taken. You’re the one I wasted time for and I stuck it out for too long. Loving so constantly isn’t healthy anymore. The need to be anybody else.
3.
Messaline. I've made a huge mistake. Trying to find a way out, I've come to terms that I've been lost in here for hours. Face this on your own Faceless. Better meaning. I wake up now screaming. Oh, what a break in the mold. I used to say I was wrong. Phase it out. Back and forth. Only to be kept alive & endorsed. Leave your empty minds behind. I await disaster. Fall forward to the present time when I tried. Monitor our likeliness held only by our will to survive. Take my Say your worth while I phase out.
4.
Scotland seems so far away and there’s not a town that I have heard of and I don’t want to stay in Falkirk if you’re not there with me. Something seems a little off about the way that you’ve been acting. “It’s just a passing phase,” I tell myself so unaccepting. Look at you now. You feel unstoppable. I could tell that the open road has swallowed you whole. Wherever you go, I’ll fucking find you. Is that the reason you’re so out of touch with everyone you love?
5.
Whenever I’m away, you’re always there with him and it’s not okay with me but you don’t care for me anyway. You’re always selfish. For this, I can’t forgive lately. Since you always test me, you must not want to meet. I will wait for you come. I’ll make you happy one day. You’ll be sorry soon because I hate you. Look at you now. You’re impossible to change. You think I’m proud of you? It’s hard being proud of someone who breaks you down and ruins your life but the fucked up part of all this is I’ll still wait for you.
6.
I’ve made myself the victim. It’s nothing held against us. You wanted the attention. Still, I never really knew you. What with all I’ve done, they’ll be searching for any trace of her. “I’ve made waves a thousand time,” she said. Pace your game while I cut myself in two just to prove I’m trying. I don’t know if it’s the best way out. I tell my brain not to think these thoughts and end up thinking them anyway. I fell back into my old ways. I’d stay.
7.
Whenever I’m alone with you, we always fall back into us. There’s always something you could prove. Face it, I’ve already won over these faces. It’s something we could’ve worked through. I’ve been stuck on you since then. Miserer. When I said I’d break you down, that’s just something I could manage that would make them proud. I wish things would change. I’m just hanging on the last time you admired me. Where ships can sink Lift your feet. As hopeless admire, I can’t believe that this is it and it’s over with. No false retreat. I never caught up with or put in dirt, essences.
8.
I changed myself to follow suit but only forgiveness has its problems in the end. Why would I ever follow you? Much more than amazement. I felt whole. We can be anything that we're not. Your plans fell through my particles. (you say I made it up) Trying to find you is the hardest thing to do. Much more than amazement. I felt. Support your trends. My anonymity is fed My iteration of inhibition lies at the farthest part of the bottom belt I got. Dozens believing me. 13 not breathing from me. And 7 others that’ll produce a stain. I once thought that I could be something better. Yo, but the sweater I wore was lame Waiting, taking everything for anything to trade but we don't want them thinking. Making trouble out of nothing, always stay sharp cuz they don't know what we're thinking. I could’ve made it better. Did you end up dead, or was it all in my head?
9.
Veradun 04:22
Waste away our ages. I wouldn't trust you in the shape of space. Reconnect your arrangements. Let it burn fast. Everything lies within hatred for the basic bitches. If I wasn’t clear, I’d rather not be here. Too much wasted time. Modify your arrangements. Try not to get murdered. I got time. Co-wise through their eyes, It lies. They took their fucking needle back. Co-wise, co-wise, so wise to the things that I always backed. Always on. Your mind was always on. All days gone. Your mind was always gone. Yeah ive operated before. Nothing I can’t afford. Whoever seeks will be the sheep Matelit. Catalyst. Activist out of it. Adderall. Something is completely wrong. Practical. Actual. Factual. Hapicratical-astavelity. I’m-I’m surprised you didn’t take credit When I say I don’t want him wasting your time in a sea of red built-in fluorescen- Couple of kid like creatures. Living it up in France. I’ll reconnect the puzzle to fit again and I won’t break you down anymore.
10.
I feel I lost attention. Face another year of this. It’s switching every single day. I can’t escape this anymore. I wanted to be the same person in every way but you broke it out of me. You wanted to make what everyone wants to see. You wanted to say something back. You wanted to make everything that you said sound legit. I wish you never met me. I hate the way the fire burns your tepid body. Hold my own. Go home, I divide myself in two with everything in store that you had for me. It’ll go on. Despite this, I still think you shouldn’t have made it. Code break. I fought the feelings of feelings had. I said you’re gonna fucking need it. Swear to god I’m alone unless you count the other people here. I say we drown for different reasons. You know I wanted you to be there. I can’t regret what I don’t remember. You hope my feelings change but I’ve always felt the same. I bet I’ll tell you that you’re finding a way trying to stay honest, while I’m lying awake complying to sleep on it. Isn’t this much too big for you. I feel when you felt better. Write heals what was all letters. Lying awake, finding your hate on us. When you’re trying to stay honest. Isn’t all that you are. Is it all that you are? I said “code break” cause I fought feelings someday. No phrase, more of something meaningless. “Code break.” Just like that but more meaningless. Post-haste, I’ll go do something more meaningful. Your hate comes off in waves now. My lakes filled with bodies often weighed down. Since we fucked, it looks like you’ll be late now. Breakdown is something that I would know about. My hate runs through the veins of a foolhardy. Your paint was your skin but it melted away.
11.
Lines 03:53
12.
Dragoon 04:30
What a break in. What a sign. Rush, or like I don’t see this thing Backed up to the wall, disguised as something I wouldn’t fall for. Forward thoughts what I knew about something in me must have blew it out. All important veneers. Recite all your own fears. Bat it away like it’s something but nothing ever appears but if something was needed, I struggled to believe it. Like when I bought my own tree. Tree people would retrieve it. I just need something to make me happy The way you’re on my back, I don’t know. I can’t help but feel so A-lone and I can’t help you cause I don’t want to. I really wasted you. Go on and make your own mistakes like the one I was. I was the one I’ve become. No ultimate balance She said “why does everything have to be put in the past? I’m just not there yet.” An overwhelming sense of death that takes your breath Why does everything here have to be dead. I’m just not where I need to be. Lighten her on my back. Might end my life to black. This was all for nothing. You’re all i had. Why can’t she make it back. Writhing, to take me back. This is still for nothing. My allegiance for you has been cracked. Dead in a few for that. Scared to have you back. I hate being local. There’s so much more we could be doing but we’re unknown and unhappy. I’d honestly sell everything I have just for people to hear my cry’s for help. My cry’s for death.
13.
Weighted forest. I felt different. I waited one more night but ever since the light was on, I fell. We make our own time and everybody knows. Old fake lies make it out but everybody still knows. Faces in the red, I stray to be. I would never hold you to breaking this off. It’s the same four things I had never told you. Famous. After all, I fought with god. I exist because you hated. Fractured ties and boring times will fade this. I exist because you hated. Why’d you even have to take what might’ve been. Celebrate your ego. Matching clothes will show your stains. Blow, my mind while I sit in the foreground. You can act like that for now, but I won’t be here much longer. I got progress with these processors. Dilates what I’ve never heard about. False starts what I’m always warned about. Girls, are what I’m always worried about Soul crushing anomaly, good thing I got discography. Mad note x4 scratched throat. Whole team cause I could afford it. Max price, I need to see the vultures. Old steam can’t cause a forfeit. An eye for i cause I’m fucked.
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Lapsebeam 05:11

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released April 21, 2020

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