I’m not as innocent as you think. Everybody goes crazy in their initial place in time. If this is all for nothing. I pray to god that you don’t leave me. I pray to god that I don’t die yet. I say everything happens for a reason but I don’t know what that reason is. This relationship is long division and it’s occurred to me that something isn’t working in my brain. I feel that I’m on a mission to prove to you that I can make you feel the same. Compose yourself with enough faith to get back on it. It’s fool proof in a place with hardcore economics. Produce enough grass, Tspe. In a scoop where mistakes and masstakes. I connect to the past, wait. When the room spins I feel 40. Shortly sorting enough boxes to call in sick on the morning of

Face it, you don’t get what I believe. I would never leave this place. Places I would never think I’d see. I want to believe. False Frame. Arrogain. I don’t brain. Falling on myself. Dig it out. Figures, how much you don’t do anything and I don’t wanna put myself through this it’s been a year and I hate every bit of you. I could’ve stayed if I really wanted but apathy is something I can’t bear to sit through. I don’t make this and it’s not you, it’s.. I got the lies to prove it. An aperture is something I can’t bear to ruin. Why would she ever waste her time getting by with me. I wouldn’t expect things to change, much to my erratic dismay. I’m a slave to a name. I’m sure that this will turn out fine.

Place to find, I resign. Progressing nothing but losing time together. Plus, it never did what it said it should. I’m just prone to falls. Wait, that’s something I can’t spend! You wanted things I couldn’t give and that ended what we did. Don’t trust anyone in the future. It’s just my mind state. Face it, you ain’t even waited. It always starts like this in the beginning. Nothing to live for expect her. It’s easy to say you’ll make an effort. When words take control, there’s no where to go. Anywhere but home. It’s a fact that it started out this way again. While I’m constantly hoping my mind is set on something worth the effort. As if it wasn’t worth my effortless advances. I’m free of all that put me down and everyone who wouldn’t help me even when I helped them out. I know it’s not my place but honestly, I couldn’t treat you that way.

Hey, we got an east plan. Half of every florida kid is fucking senseless. Stay up on what we plan. 4/4 team of lawyers wrote in complete sentence. It takes my heart out. Visions in my head. They’re torturing me with what will be. I don’t wanna go to sleep if it means I wake up and do this all again. I wanted things to be complete. This is not the party I accustomed Mental Tweaking, Environmenting, cause you’re relenting. Basic meanings. Understand nothing. I sell sharks. All I see is things I didn’t see at the time. Running circles around every inch. It’s the way I understood. You’ve made it hard to speak at all. Always waiting to go our own ways. I knew I’d find you waiting back.

No, is that defeat on my fucking neck? I think so. You played with break effects. Don’t think you’re fucking working out. Think psycho. Drugs aren’t for you. I empowered you more than you. I thought I found a soul to share what I found out about this fucked up world. I had slept normally until I met you formally. Horribly in love. Substance couldn’t save me. You used to tell me that you couldn’t hit small amounts of cannabis, like what the fuck is that? I guess the H was all you had time for. Make sure you take care of him. Make sure you don’t care about him. Make sure it’s something you could’ve hid. Make sure it’s something that couldn’t kill you. Man I coped but I was broke so it appeared nothing wrong. The way you had to take up my mind. Is something worth saving? Me forgot. I don’t knit, I don’t quit, but I give up a lot. Eyes done it. You zoned in on my weaknesses. Addicted to much more than your smile. Last time I’ll ever even want to get that bad again. You’re always stuck in an aggressive mindset I can’t cope with but honestly I lost track. My existence wasn’t there for you to be a fucking bitch. For once just try to make it switch. I connect with people who admire me for someone more than what you do admire me for. I feel fixed and I’m ready to go in. Fade back in, I don’t feel the same. Still alone? I still feel the same. You’re the worst. Wish we stayed apart. Five year straight depress on the charts. Five years on, you’re still fucking drinking everynight. Party’s gone but it’s something that I always saw. Go on living unhealthy and angry. My mind says that someone like you will be hanging shortly. My hope’s been taken for granted. I’ve practically become a seethe. I never knew these people or what they took from me. My own abrasivity. Go on, take it from me. Where everybody has to start. I haven’t felt you in a fucking minute. Intensely surviving the way you left me. I lost myself in New Jersey’s business. Why act over me? You don’t believe in gophers. I was killed by you. Since then, changed as much as I could from you. Kids. and we were just that, kids. No more. Unaware that this shit would implode in on itself. I’m still here waiting while nothing’s changing. Down the line, I hope you’re dying while I got this fucking name in lights. Did you even try or was it always some manipulation tactic to intact me to your life? Down the line I don’t feel strong enough to feel young enough to die. White enough to try. Light enough to buy your house and sell it for coke. You’re a joke but I’m the one alone. Stuck inside my head from everything you said. I’ve been positive for years and now I’m dying cause I let these women own me. I made it better on some days. Still, I couldn’t be their one. I wait and it always amounts to nothing else. Weary of other people and what they have in store for you. I always endured for you but nothing really matters. Nothing’s real or matters