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A Cautionary Tale
01:45
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I don't know anything. A story told wrong can break your heart but a story told right could do much worse. Let it begin. I'm not saying I'm happy here. I'm just saying I wasn't happy there. I'm not changing anything for anyone. I'm just giving myself to you. Let the story begin.
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I think I love you. I think I want to feel something. Something that will turn to shit in a few years. I know I want that. (But) I'm not sure if it will ever change what I've been through. Oh boy, what have you gotten yourself into?
It feels like I'm walking on air every night.
I'm not afraid of my feelings. I feel like you're always right. One thing led to another and I have become what I've always despised. (and) I hope that you're fine. What do you do to me that makes me so happy. I really want to believe that things will be different. I'm unaware and I'm all alone. (and) I can't see you anymore. I never want to lose you. I never want to hold back on how I feel and whether or not it's real. I apologize for what might happen to us. Please tell me what I can do to make you happy. To make us work. I will make us work.
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Foolhardy
05:39
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I'm not tired anymore. I'll wait up for something new. I'm not proud of who I am. I'm not proud of you. It's alright. I don't know where I'm going or who I'll be. Next time you see me, I'll probably be dead. No affliction for my pain. I only hope to try again when we're older. Listen up for something that I might say. Open up for someone that I can't touch. (but) You wanted badly what I couldn't have. I'll make it right. It's not an excuse. Been a long time since you could ever be here. I made mistakes too like no other. Not to bother you. I feel I lost your attention but I can't be sure if I'll still be yours. No intention of leading you on. I can't get rid of it. There's too much fear in me. You are the reason. Take the fall. (and) all your time better be so what. I'll rid my being. I will be writing out of everyone's notes. Do you still exist? I wanted not to break the silence. I'm done helping you get out of this. Was it all a lost cause?
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Estates
03:33
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Follow back to the movements. I never lie. Is it something forgettable I should deny? I want to be the only one. You shouldn't act this way. We made it all for our personal gain. Just let me know if I'm the one. But as it goes again, we were never honest. No sentimental value. If I could be honest, were you happy? Did it ever really end and was it what you wanted? (But) I could see through all your friends how fake people are. Running past your problems never felt so right. Is he everything you want in your life and is it easy to break a heart? You wanted to feel alive but this feeling is never close to you and you're not close to me. Don't want to live like this. When everything feels off. I want you to know that I had faith in us. If this is just a dream and every day's the same, an afternoon of photographs wasted.
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Real Life Ghosts
05:44
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In some cases I think you're leaving. I know you don't believe in me in the same way that I believe in my fucking stability. I've been walking on walls.
When I say "I apologize." To be forgotten. To be well-rested. I'll expose what no one knows.
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Smother
04:38
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Waking up every hour hoping that I'll see you next to me but you're gone. I don't want to be the person that I left behind. It happened to destroy me on the inside. (and) We could argue about what it's like to be. I know the poems spoke to me but they had told me things I already knew. I'm not trying to be difficult. I will make you sick. I will break you down if I can. It happens to exist in all of us. Save me the rest. I feel at home. Making a hole in my chest. Fake blood. Cat poems. Save Me from rest. Next day slavery. Begging a man not to die. I felt addicted to the lens life. It doesn't bother me but it never wanted a name. (and) I can't always be sure. My reason for you can't mean anything at all with people around you. Diversions likely. Expect the worse in everyday circumstances where people like me are just needlessly kneaded. No offense to you, I could've been your embrace. I've been feeling this all night. "Make it right" is the wrong decision. I admit that it bears no witness. (and) we could bother each other over and over I swear it gets better, but why would I need to get better if everyone is just dealing with their own symptoms. I can relate to a few people in this room but everyone here looks just like you. Take it off. Drop those sharks. To say I'm mad is an understatement. I'm understanding slowly how to speak to you. I've been down. Call them off. Secret sentences I'm baring.. Making up a meaning for a false thing. You spit out "I" disgustingly. I don't want to see the trouble you bring. No need to cry so suddenly.
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Falkirk
04:30
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Wake up. Smell the roses. I will show this to everyone I see in hopes that they like me. I'm still stuck on the words you'd say if you were to hear me brag about you in this fashion. I remember what you said when I was lying in your bed. I always knew that you would do something wrong. I don't belong. When we grow up, I'll see if you still feel the same. When can I own up to all I did.
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Save Me
05:02
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Sometimes I think that I'm wrong but I'll be happy when I'm over. Sometimes I can't find myself. Will you be happy when I'm gone? This situation leaves me in a much better state. To be stuck in a good place. To be doing a good deed. Save me from who I used to- be with me. I promise I got nothing to hide. You don't know a goddamn thing about the way I feel. (and) Nothing is real. Who I am and who I've been are two totally different things for you and me. I apologize.
This must be a dream. You're all that I see. If eyes could deceive.
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You don't need knives in your back to feel like me. Was it cause I overreact that I didn't see all the guys every time you put it past me? (and) I guess we're not what we've always been but you’ve always been with me.
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Weigh it out for you. Stay down I hope you know. Though not too often, something could be there to create. You woke up thinking that it was only an accident. Though not too often, something could be there to destroy. You woke up thinking that it was all your fault.
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Tremble Cold
05:09
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We only separate ourselves to avoid the interaction that we hate. When can we take a break from all this we have. Imagine what others say as we race along this path. She wanted nothing more than to feel content. Why can’t I make this work as I walk down this path again.
I couldn’t make this work as I walked down her path again. We all want to be saved. I’ve been wasting time facing my inner demons. (but) I don’t regret a single thing yet. It could’ve been a sign at some point in time that I’d lose you. Close to touch and never one to judge you or anyone.
I felt you made a difference in my life. Nothing that’s rearranging. Somehow I always thought that this was a lie but after all this time, I had what I needed and left you. Face. You could have let me go. I apologize for all this. Ensure that I trembled cold. Meaning for all this. I wanted this to end. For all this.
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Pretty
03:58
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I don't know and I don't believe that you're alone. You're all that I see. I'm unhappy now cause you're not here. There's a bullet inside my brain and I fear.
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